I didn't see it, couldn't see it, for most of my life. How individual experiences, how everyday experiences, how extraordinary experiences were all there doing the same thing. Taking me through steps that were leading me onwards. Each step another lesson, something else that I needed to know, needed to understand, needed to take into my heart. Never seeing how they were connected, how they were all leading me to a place that I didn't know existed.
At the beginning of this journey, I couldn't see, didn't know what was coming.
Impossible to see at the time which experiences, which understandings were the important ones.